Thursday, 28 May 2009
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great day at work.
traveled to 5 sheng siong outlets today with R.
he taught me a lot once again.
the greatest thing that happened to me this month is being R's intern.
no one ever teach me so many useful skills in my entire life so comprehensively.
like my parents can only nag and nag and nag. criticize and think that i will accept.
however, he will warn if i said something wrongly, praise me for working hard and asked me to stay positive.
though he is a freaking smoker, he is a great nanny, teacher and friend.
as much as i want to try to do something about his habit... there's really nothing much i can do.
9 years of smoking habit.
every day i return home... i feel sad. it feels like i'm back to reality.
my heart aches. i want to cry.
reasons? nobody knows them but me. i don't want to tell anyone anyway.
training... i have no motivation.
looking at how the rest train. looking at how the training is being carried out.
even the seniors no longer support us.
i just feel really unhappy training. i don't know why the fuck i am there.
i don't feel appreciated. absolute no sense of belonging.
decisions are made without my understanding. so what if i miss the hearing, i have the right to know the matter when the decisions are made.
if the team morale don't change, i won't join again.
5 days a week. every day i look forward to work. though tough but fulfilling.
i love my job.
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